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It's not like I can make myself feel and emotion that is void.
It's not like I can just force myself to believe something that my heart knows is a lie.
It's not like anything can change.
It's not like I'm not trying.
It's not like I don't care about this.
It's not like it isn't my fault.
It's not like I don't love you.
Because I do.
With all of my heart, I do. I love you.
And always will.
It's not like I can just force myself to believe something that my heart knows is a lie.
It's not like anything can change.
It's not like I'm not trying.
It's not like I don't care about this.
It's not like it isn't my fault.
It's not like I don't love you.
Because I do.
With all of my heart, I do. I love you.
And always will.
Boredom
APPEARANCE
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I wear glasses
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[x] have piercings in places besides my ears
[x] I have freckles.
FAMILY
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out o
MOFO TEETH
I just got braces this morning!
OWW!
so yeah, my face hurts like a mofo holy shit. Like someone threw a cinder block at my face. Holy shit it fucking hurts.
Last night I witnessed my mommy have a seizure. Easily the scariest thing ever. So I called 911 and the bastards would have let her die. They didn't show up for 30 minutes. Marc did though. When she came to she didn't believe me. What else explains me screaming and crying and white foam coming out of her mouth? Nothing. Nothing but a seizure and a wimpy 14 year old.
Now she has a dislocated shoulder. I suspect from convulsing for 3 minutes straight. I have to help her do EVERYHTING. i
Christmas Shmistmas.
Christmas coming all to soon. Eric, mothers beau, has become suddenly distant. I have yet to see him in the past 15 days. This triggers Mothers depression..
Not only does she miss him, but she is so stressed about Christmas. He was helping her buy gifts and she isn't done shopping. Not to mention he has all of the girfts she has bought so far. I feel bad for her...
On the other hand, Marc adn I are going smoothly. Highlight of December.
And I miss my friends. RICKI. When can I come over?
But I'm still living. That's gotta count for something, right?
Devious Journal Entry
YOUR BOY SIDE
[x] You wear hoodies.
[x] You wear jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[ ] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[x] Shopping is torture. (depends)
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an XBox.
[ ] You own a Wii.
[x] You played with Hot Wheels as a little kid.
[x] At some point in your life, you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2, or Sega.
[x] You used to/do like the Power Rangers.
[x] You watch/watched early morning cartoons.
[x] You watch sports on TV.
[ ] You go to your Dad for advice.
[ ] You have played a sport at state level.
[x] You used to/do c
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beautiful as always . and so true about me as always T_T
why you decided to write it in journal?
why you decided to write it in journal?